I hate being a teenager.
We’re back together. =P
I’m scared because I don’t want to be hurt again. The feeling I had for the last three days was so horrible.
I was such a wreck that when anyone even sounded like they were going to raise their voice at me, I’d tear up. I didn’t let myself actually cry, but I wanted to several times yesterday.
I got grounded because when Dad asked me to come home, I snapped at him, Candice had to do my chores and they blamed me being “grumpy” on lack of sleep because I was at Meghan’s. No one even asked what was wrong.
Yesterday, before we had broken up, I told Matt that Victor had said he wanted to talk to me. Matt goes, “Promise we’ll still be best friends after you talk?” and it seriously made my day. I’m so insecure about him caring about me that it’s insane.
Happy. (:
Kenzie comes home tomorrowww.
DD