I am so confused.
One minute, all I want is for him to be near me
in that minute, all i want to do is kiss him
and the idea of having a boyfriend gives me butterflies
of the most intense nature.
but the next second
all i want is to be left alone
i feel like all the walls are closing
in on me
and i have no way out.
I can’t figure out what i actually want,
because as soon as i think i do,
something happens and what i want changes.
so, what do i want?
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What you want is to be happy, and at one point in your life he makes you happy and at another point he doesn’t. All you need to do is figure out whether you want him to be the one to make you happy or whether you’d rather not be in a relationship with him right now. It sounds so much more simple than it is. :\